NADIA ATMAJI

It's a term of freedom Found yourself again With all the pure cheerfulness No more hiding No more faking When all you feel is an improvement When you proudly say to the world that you able to get out, from the cliff The cliff of feeling vulnerable The cliff of feeling uncertain about yourself The cliff of feeling really suicide The cliff of feeling insecure It's not anymore. You just succeed the self healing You are now renovated New But just not livable yet Not ready being occupied Not ready being committed Just wannabe free... Spread the wings... Time will answer soon... Time will uncover soon...

Tidak ada yang tahu, tidak ada yang bisa memprediksi, tidak ada yang bisa menduga, kapan malaikat Izrail akan singgah di dunia lalu melesat secepat kilat kepadamu. Bahkan seorang paranormal dengan arogansi serta popularitas tingginya yang katanya bisa menerawang masa depan, bahkan seorang cenayang yang bersahabat dengan para iblis penilik hari esok, tidak. Coba telaah yang kau lakukan dari pagi. Bangun, di waktu yang telah lewat dari bahkan waktu shalat dhuha. Teringat harus segera berangkat kuliah. Membiarkan tempat tidur dibereskan oleh pembantu. Tidak sempat ucapkan salam pada orang tua. Membentak pembantu yang sembarangan membereskan buku yang harus dibawa pada hari itu, yang menyiapkan makanan yang tidak enak. Menyetir seenaknya, klakson sana sini, mengumpat sana sini, menganggap jalanan milik pribadi, ngebut-ngebutan. Lebih memilih untuk menaikkan tangan membentuk angka lima pada setiap pengamen yang menadahkan tangan, daripada sekedar mengambil uang receh di dompet. Apa makna h...

Hey readers! I'm on the computer lab at my campus. So sorry I haven't got time to continue the short story. Well to be honest, I haven't got the idea yet. So I decide to make you all suspicious then :-P he he. College life teaches me many things. Though I've just lived in for 6 months. It's completely, literally, wholeheartedly (?) different from the high school life. Moreover I spent my high school life at the boarding school, where I spent most of the time with my friends. I assume them as my family, where I lean on, where I'm comfort with, where I whine all day long. But, in college life, you'll find yourself ALONE. It's not ALONE in the real meaning: condition of solitude, lack of contact with people, etc. But, you have to consider yourself as a person, doesn't depend on someone. You're also prosecuted to be mature, not to be childish anymore. People who love to whine, will be neglected. So sometimes people looked more individualistic and sel...

“Tiiin tin tin tin” Sissy membunyikan klakson di depan rumah Irish, tanda untuk Irish kalau Sissy sudah sampai di depan rumahnya, untuk segera berangkat ke sekolah.“Sissyyyyy!!! Kebiasaan deh, kenceng banget sih radionya. Bisa-bisa soundsystem jazz lo meledak, tiap hari dengerin album-nya si Beleber berkali-kali dengan volume yang super nggak nyantai!!!!” ucap Irish dengan nada tinggi-sedikit-berteriak karena berusaha membuat Shiva Leswara, yang biasa dipanggil Sissy mendengar ucapannya. “Please deh Riiish, BE-LIE-BERS bukan Beleber!! Huh. Lo harus denger lagu doi yang baru yang Ride! Ada efek-efek mainan kayak mainan tetris itu loh Rish! Cool banget deh pokoknya. Suaranya sekarang kan udah dewasa, agak-agak berat-berat gimanaa gitu. Kan doi mau nyamperin guee 23 April! Gue harus afaaal every single lyric from his songs! Seven days left, he must’ve missed me so bad bad baaad, then I won’t disappoint him dengan nggak afal lirik lagu-lagunya.. Nah karena gua lagi nyetir, lagunya biar pa...

Wuaazzaaap my la-la-land? Wupss it's not la-la-land anymore bytheway. It's now Sweet Revenge. I don't know it sounds so cruel and, errmm weird? But yeah yeah the name came up on a sudden in the middle of the night when a so-called Galau virus attacked. I'm a teenage okay it's kinda lumrah rite rite (membela diri). So, I've been busy with study and college thingy. I should've study for public law subject but it's so boring ya knoooow. Maybe that's because I'm not too passionate with that subject. So stop blabbing around and let's just tell what's on my mind!! Yeaa, as written on the title: Lovely New Hello in my birthday................. It was actually on 6th March but really really sorry I admit that I'm such a bad blogger but but but, the days were getting hectic and hectic. So I'm really grateful to have time rite now #berasaartis #soksibuk #belagu. At the very first of "my day" I wasn't awake. I was sleep, woken ...

Karena memang mimpi malam sejak dahulu, bisa selamanya bersama pagi. Meski pada akhirnya mereka berpisah. Karena siang terlalu indah untuk sekedar menjadi kenangan. Sebenarnya tak perlu dilupakan. Tapi, siang terus menjadi bayangan... bukan dengan hadirnya yang kasat mata, tapi kehadiran lain, di sela-sela kecil hati yang masih belum sembuh. Yang lukanya masih menganga, entah obat-nya apa. Orang bilang, malam harus meminum obat yang namanya waktu. Pahit di awal, namun itu yang paling manjur. Tapi ternyata ada yang lebih mujarab untuk malam, ya, bintang dan bulan, selalu menemani malam di kala sedih dan sendiri. Jadi rasanya tak perlu lagi menjemput pagi dengan susah payah. Karena kapanpun malam takkan bisa bersatu dengan pagi. Sempat terpikir untuk meninggalkan bintang dan bulan, untuk merengkuh pagi yang hilang. Tapi apakah Tuhan tidak adil? Karena sampai kapanpun malam tidak akan bersatu dengan pagi. Tidak, jika Tuhan berkata lain. NSA.

Today’s such a productive and fun day. I woke up at 6am, pray (yea I know this is literally late for Subuh pray, but better late than never :-p) and then I did some of housewifes duty like swab and sweep the floor, washing some plates & glasses etc. And then I went to vocal course at Cipinang. Today I drove my car by myself. I was having To Love You More by Celine Dion song to practice. And then I went to Cilandak, to brother Harzy’s house to ALSA (Asian Law Student Association) meeting. Oh yeah I forgot to tell ya, on Thursday I was accepted on Alumni Relation division in ALSA. Hooray :-D the manager is sister Vania Astrella and the vice manager is sister Dwita Ayu Hapsari. So glad to be their staff. After that my friends and I decided to go to Kemang, having an early dinner at Dimsum Festival (Kemang) with Hilda, Cyntia, Anne, Anissa, Nindya and Icha. We have some talks, buoyant talk, not such heavy talk. Yea gossiping (that’s kinda friendship’s catalyst I guess :-P) Ah okay it’s...